State of affairs, state of mind (currently)

What the hell are we after?
success? the american dream? a car? $$$$? a house?
to each his own, and I of course do not speak for every person who is part of the digital work studios project(s), but truly there comes a time when consequences have to be accepted and just work your way out of a hole.

I dug myself (personally) into a huge hole.
We finished Ash Wednesday: Capitulo Unus in late January of 2007, and from there on, I have spent a lot of my personal earnings on that film that took close to a year to make.
In 2007, we spent it trying to find Ash Wednesday a distributor, and get our career going with part 2 of Ash...
Well, we went to live in L.A. and then we went to the film festival in NY, and while I was focusing all of our efforts, there was no income being generated... Not that I was blinded by the movie, but I knew that the opportunities that were coming, I HAD TO TAKE THEM...

So it was a risk. A risk that at the end doesn't even look right.
It's blurry.
Why? Was Ash Wednesday, the launching pad, that we would expect it would be?
Well, YES and NO.
Ash was not accepted into the major festivals and it didn't get the huge distribution deal that we expected, HOWEVER it earned us something more important than that.
First and foremost, we think we offer quality, and nothing else... and that many people respect what we make, and that we are honest and very hard-working.
Thanks to Ash, we have many new friends in all fields... that dig what we do, and are ready to help us, as well as we are there for them.

So what happened to Ash Wednesday and the aftermath?
Well I cannot get into much detail, but we are REALLY excited that in early 2008, Ash will be distributed nationwide in the United States. (more soon on that)
Also, another important question is:
What happened? Why was Ash not the big success we expected?
Well, that's not a very fair question right?
simply because you can't judge its' success or failure if it has not come out yet, right?
So I guess we would be ready to answer that in a couple of years...
In the meantime, we're just happy that we're not entirely broke and that this year has been a great year full of great memories, and I expect even more fun stuff in 2008.

Oh and on the big economic hole I dug myself into... jajajaja... I started, or I guess I have continued to do my local TV show in Eagle Pass, TX.
What? a TV show? jajajaja Back in 1998, I was young, newly married and jobless, my uncle let me do a TV show and all I needed to do was come up with advertisers, so we made a TV show.
That experience taught me how to shoot and edit, and how to communicate.
The show lasted until 2003 and NOW I am resuming the show... it's called EL ANTI-SHOW, and it's a really goofy program full of nothing but really nutty stuff...
I am now slowly crawling out of my financial abyss, and it permits me to stay creative, so it's all good.... jajajaja

However, movie-wise, I am in writing mode, and I have some really cool treatments... some are goofy and some are crime-related, but whatever we do next, it is going to be really cool... so stay tuned, we're still working hard!

Happy holidays to you all.
Thank you for keeping up to date with us, and let's make 2008 even better!
Let's kick some ass! jajajajajaja

Lt. Col. Frank Slade: Out of order, I show you out of order. You don't know what out of order is, Mr. Trask. I'd show you, but I'm too old, I'm too tired, I'm too fuckin' blind. If I were the man I was five years ago, I'd take a FLAMETHROWER to this place! Out of order? Who the hell do you think you're talkin' to? I've been around, you know? There was a time I could see. And I have seen. Boys like these, younger than these, their arms torn out, their legs ripped off. But there isn't nothin' like the sight of an amputated spirit. There is no prosthetic for that. You think you're merely sending this splendid foot soldier back home to Oregon with his tail between his legs, but I say you are... executin' his soul! And why? Because he's not a Bairdman. Bairdmen. You hurt this boy, you're gonna be Baird bums, the lot of ya.
-Scent of a woman (1992)